Wow its end of February already..and shes already gone for about two months..and im still here waiting..sigh..i cant take this much longer..im goin insane man..waking up everyday..staring at the ceiling wishing for the day to pass faster..man..I know im being all corny and stuff..but im missing my girlfriend like hell..u know how hard it is when you know youre not gonna see your girlfriend for at least half a year? especially the one you really love with all your heart..damn..people say the pain in your heart is such a literal concept but im in real pain now..Luckily we get to keep in touch through chatting and i get to call her a couple of times..i know its hard for her too and i know shes busy..but i ll go insane if i dont talk to her..i know im being really selfish since i expect soo much from her..but i just really care u know?thats why i tend to get quite offended easily sometimes..but im glad that she feels the same way like i do..she really wants to make this relationship work too..and it will if we keep our minds to it..im applying there also and i hope i get accepted..u may think im being such a kid but im being mature than ever..this is what i want to do and nothing can stop me..ive got it all planned out so if i see any opportunity that fits i ll grab it straight away..i dont know how my parents would react to it but im standing with my decision..man..its not just that shes over there..i just want to resume my life again u know?im tired of waiting..fuck this holiday..i just want to get back on the race..
Baby, i miss u.
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