love??

i was driving a couple of days ago and i saw the weirdest thing...driving past me was a couple, middle aged and they were fighting with each other.the lady was facing the window screaming and pointing her finger at the guy's head while he sat there drove right by. It reminded me of what i saw when i was in Phuket last year; A family in front of my table consisted of a white lady who's married to an Indian guy which was sitting in front,with their son next to him. What bothered me was all of them were not looking at each other and all of them sat there not saying a single word. All of them ordered their own food, and ate quietly to themselves. Well, i thought to myself, "Aren't we at Phuket? families are supposed to be on vacation here, they're supposed to be happy..". It got me thinking alot from that image since i was missing my girl like crazy(she was in hk and here i am stranded in Phuket for a couple of days) how different people express their feelings of love towards each other.

I realized how drastically different my relationship is compared to other people. I wouldn't say that the way i handle my relationship is weird, but to me i just used common knowledge and express the way i really feel. People say that once u get into a relationship, its gonna be a tough job since its not your life anymore, its you and your partner's, so juggling between your own life and your partner's is gonna be a real hassle. Well to me, i dont find it hard being in a relationship at all, since all we do is just be honest to each other;although sometimes we do disagree upon something, but its just only another step towards understanding each other.Maybe youll think that im that corny lovey dovey type, but isnt it what we're supposed to do??i mean youre in a relationship for god's sake. U dont expect to become all manly and tough about all that shit.you got into a relationship because you felt something, that tingling feeling that strikes your heart like an arrow, and it hurts.

I dont really get why couples fight alot when theyre with each other.i mean the usual misunderstanding is obviously uncanny, but making a big deal out if it is just stupid.I mean,sometimes looking at my friends with girl problems are just so friggin weird.and when he talk about his problems, i was like "u serious??". A friend of mine got into a big fight with his girlfriend because she hugged a guy.no kissy kissies, just simply a friendly hug.im serious. I was like dude..my girl is at the states for god's sake!! and im not gonna see her for at least 6 or 7 months..and we've never been closer than ever..you guys see each other everyday..come on man..

When i love someone, i tend to love them all the way. I kept thinking ive got a big curse on me since before this no one actually appreciates the way i feel, but not until i met her. im not doing anything special, im just being me.heck, im doing every single thing that the book says. hold her hand, hug her tightly and all that stuff.and she seems to love it soo much.if it works for me, then how come it doesnt work for anyone else?if u dont hold your girl's hand, please do,if u had never hugged her,please do..because they really needed that..they really need to know how u actually feel about them.

Well, maybe my relationship isnt weird after all,its normal than ever,other people's are..hehe..i dunno..frankly i dont really care about it..all i know is that i love my baby so much and i know that she loves me alot too..hope we can stay together..and if youre in a relationship,please love your partner more..cheers

oh yea.. if its not too much..happy valentines day