Sunday, January 27, 2008

100 million miles ahead

Finally i got this done..after a million times of configuring with the layout and after days of "damn, how the hell do u make it like that?!"..man..i don't know how u dudes keep up with the pace;wake up in the morning, spend a couple of hours posting on your blog and by the end of the day u checked for comments and see how many peeps viewed your site..and then the next day u repeat the same thing over and over again..haha..do u know how long does it take me to start posting?!..its always like "oh my god..damn lazy..i'll do it tomorrow" and u proceed the next day, and then the next day, and the next day..and then u thought to yourself"why the hell did i made that blog anyway?"haha..although i got nothing else to do..but still..oh well.....

Alot of chinese people said that this year is gonna be a lucky year because of the big 8..cant blame them..but to me 2008 has been really boring..my friends left for overseas, my girl left to US, no studio to jamm anymore and im stuck here not doing a single thing, waiting for my exam results for a month or so..hopefully i pass..then i have to wait for a couple more months to get the application ready and wait for the acceptance letter..sigh..they better accept me or i ll go crazy i tell u..well people say "so what? at least youre on holiday..just chill..its gonna be fine.."..dude..to tell u the truth..holiday isnt that fun anymore..when we were kids we felt like its a breath of fresh air since u can stay at home, play and dont have to go to school for a few weeks..well That was fun..but a couple years later..when u start your college..its just torture..u know why..because all the colleges just have to have different holidays.. i dont know why..so youre stuck there with no one around u..what to do?

man..well its only january and i cant just simply make assumptions..maybe its gonna turn out great later on this year..exactly what happened last year..at first thought 07 sucked but it totally added new chapters in my life, perspectives on how i view things emotionally or physically..now im missing 07 like crazy..like for example i just cant wait for 07 to end but then, one day i sat down and thought to myself"why am i doing this?!"..have u ever felt like when u are doin youre own thing, and suddenly it hits u and u thought"wow..im here..this is reality and u feel alive.."and u start to look around u and u thought to yourself"wow..im here to stay.."...haha maybe u dont get me...oh well..thats what i felt..so i ended and started a new chapter in my life..and it has since done wonders to me..i got a beautiful other half that really loves me for who i am, i looked better, i felt much happier and i got new goals to accomplish in my life.u see, u will never know when it hits u..and u will never know until u move to the next step..just like david d said;we have to keep moving forward everyday, keep advancing every single day,keep thinking about'the next step'..oh well..welcome to reverie avenue..whats your next step?